green acres in the city

::this moment::

2012-01-27T06:30:00.000-06:00

~ a brief moment from our vacation over Christmas.

3!

2012-01-26T07:47:00.000-06:00

3 years ago this was the face of an anxious Mama waiting to me her new little baby. Would it be a Henry or a Lucy?

Well we all know the answer to that…

Henry Patrick Miller blessed our world at 1:47 pm on Monday, January 26, 2009. He weighed 7lbs 8oz and was 19 inches long

Big brother wanted you so. He asked and asked for a little brother, well you know how I hate to disappoint.
Henry Patrick Miller you took your own sweet time getting here but we are oh so ever happy to have you! Each year you have changed so much. Always curious, independent and so full of joy.

When you turned 1 you decided to try things out.

You turned 2 and the world became so exciting.

Today my sweet Junior Mint you are 3! We love you so much, Mama and Daddy can’t wait to see what adventure you take us on this year! Happy Birthday Monkey!

we had a celebration this weekend!

2012-01-25T11:30:00.001-06:00

This little man is turning 3 tomorrow!
We had lots of family, great friends, good food and sock monkeys! Let’s not forget anything that I could find in Red, Brown and White. Thank you to Mimi, Nana and Pops for helping this Mama who was under the weather give her little Monkey a great party!

how did i do it?

2012-01-24T09:25:00.000-06:00

This weekend I decided to challenge myself. The challenge was to see how cheaply I could feed my family of 4. I gave myself a $60 budget for the weeks groceries. Crazy, you say? Maybe? Possibly? Could it be done? Yep, I did it!

I planned my menu.

Monday ~ Grilled Cheese and Tomato Soup

Tuesday ~ Taco Tuesday

Wednesday ~ Black Beans and Rice
                       Kielbasa and Tilapia
                       Salad

Thursday ~ Spaghetti Rice
                   Broccoli

Friday ~ Terriyaki Chicken with Rice (Recipe found in my Easy 30 day Gluten Free diet)
               Green Beans

Saturday ~ Black Bean Soup (Recipe found in my Make it Fast, Make it Slow book)
                  Frito's, Avocado, Sour Cream

Sunday ~ Chicken and Rice
                Green Beans

Not a bad menu and all Gluten Free. I shopped at Hy-Vee and I spent $56.49, yep under $60 and I only used 2 coupons.

The trick is to see what you have on hand when planning your menu. Look in that Freezer, dig in your pantry.

I had the ground beef and a roasting chicken in the freezer from the last "big meat sale". The chicken itself will cover 2 meals this week and give me another casserole next week. Black beans, hello buy in bulk and soak yourself. You save so much money that way. I also take the Cecelia's Gluten Free Market Guide with me to the store. You would be surprised at how many off label store brands, especially Hy-Vee, are actually gluten free.

Oh yes I did buy for lunches and breakfast too. Buy your yogurt in the large container. Make your own muffins, pancakes or eggs for breakfast. PB&J is a staple in Cam's lunch and Henry, Mr. Miller and I will usually clean up leftovers from the night before. This can be done and it is not hard.

Watch for your sales on meat and use that freezer. When you make your soups freeze some of it for a night down the road. Good luck and I hope this helps.

better late than never…

2012-01-23T14:19:00.000-06:00

We adventured to Valdosta over Christmas to see Nana and Pops…
The boys got a very special Christmas present this year.

We had a great time. At first they were very reserved so we decided that the adults might be more excited than them over the whole trip. We developed our own battle cry. “Where are we going? We are going to LEGOLAND”!
Finally the boys gave in and joined us in the cause.

The day was full of fun and adventure.

We learned where Legos came from and how they were made.

Henry rode his first amusement park ride with Nana.

Mr. Miller and Pops kept watch over us all.

Cameron got to see a few friends from his favorite Movie.

Mama and Mr. Miller got to enjoy watching the boys and their Grandparents have a ton of fun making lifetime memories.

We saw a beautiful sunset and some great fireworks at the days end.

Legoland was a Blast and Thank you Nana and Pops for a great Christmas!

new season

2012-01-10T10:10:00.000-06:00

Yesterday Henry and I removed the last of Christmas in the house. I was hoping to get the outside done as well but with Scouts last night and helping some friends out it didn't happen. Tonight is a different story. We will get it put away because there is rain in the forecast, I wish it was snow but I will take the rain.

New seasons seem to be all around me, from putting out a few Valentine decorations here at the house to a new season for several aspects in my life.

“Waking up this morning, I smile. Twenty-four brand new hours are before me. I vow to live fully in each moment and look at all beings with eyes of compassion.” --Thich Nhat Hanh

My friends who own Happybottomus, where I have been working part time, have decided to close their doors. It is a bittersweet time for them and me. I am sad to see them go through the pain of closing this chapter and for me it brings back the memories of the Harold's liquidation days of 08-09. Thank goodness I am not 8 months pregnant this time and that this is a short ending. I am trying to help physically, prayerfully and mentally for them since I have been down this road before. Please keep them in your thoughts as they transition into this new season for them.

Mr. Miller and I are working on moving the basement around to make my new sewing/create space. I am eagerly awaiting the delivery of my new sewing table this week. We lucked into a great butcher block on metal base conference table that will be perfect for me. I can set all 3 of my machines up and just roll down the table to use each. I am going to try and get the boys play area relocated temporarily today so we can move the storage area into their old space. By moving the storage area we can set up the Green Acres Closet Manufacturing Headquarters.

New seasons are always good no matter what they bring. They can bring sadness but also joy. I think that if you look at the fork in the road in these 2 ways you will always succeed.

The past is no longer an option and your future is whatever you make of it.

potty training...ugh

2012-01-05T10:43:00.000-06:00

Well it has come to that dreaded time of potty training or potty learning as some refer to it. I prefer training because really is it the child being "trained" to not go in their pants or the parent being trained to watch for the "dance"? Someone is getting trained at Green Acres.

Cameron was so easy! At 2 he decided he hated to be wet and it took 48 hours and that was it! We had maybe 3 total accidents in the day and has been totally dry at night from the get go. Now we come to my stubborn child, HENRY! He has no interest in this process at all. Oh yes we have tried bribery with M&M's and etc. Nope not one inkling or "tinkling"! (sorry couldn't help myself) As we approach his 3rd birthday on the 26th it is time to get on the Potty Train. Yes, I will hate not seeing him in his fluff but I am ready for the next stop in his life adventure. I will continue to make fluff as I have wonderful friends and family still making cute bottoms to model my stuff.

I ordered some new trainers today from Itsy Bitsy Bums we decided to go with the Kissaluvs. I also have a ton of underwear in the drawer from big brother and our neighbor, Anni, gifted us with some over Christmas that were too small for her Henry.

Junior Mint is in for a lifestyle change here at Green Acres. I am asking for tips and prayers as we embark on this journey here soon.

a clean slate

2012-01-03T10:27:00.000-06:00

2012...is it possible? I am not sure where 2011 went.

I look at the year and I feel very blessed. There have been some great opportunities given to us this last year and they are making 2012 look promising. Mr. Miller and his promotion, Cameron doing well in school, Henry growing up and of course Green Acres Closet taking off for me.

I plan on continuing the focus on my faith and family first in this year. I had a friend ask the question on New Year's Day "What will you do today that will make you proud in a year?". This is such a great question for every day. I plan on using this question daily.

I will continue to build Green Acres Closet. We are in the process of giving me a bigger work space downstairs. It seems that I have outgrown my quaint little room. It will be a great playroom for the boys.

We will regain our rhythm of being gluten free here. I fell of that train hard and I am feeling the pain from it. Please send me any suggestions and/or recipes that you have in your gluten free diet. I am always looking for new ideas.

Lastly I hope all of you have an enjoyable start to the new year!

some of my favorite childhood books

2011-12-14T15:27:00.000-06:00

As a child I always loved to read. I give that credit to my parents. Growing up in Seattle we spent a lot of time outside using our imagination. Mom and Dad used to take us not only to the Library on a regular basis but since my Dad was a student at the the U we spent a fair amount of time at the Bookstore.

My mom would spend hours reading to us girls. One of my favorite childhood authors was Stephen Cosgrove. He wrote the Serendipity series of books. Wonderful books with a moral always attached.

Today I got to read one of those books with Henry and I am so looking forward to Cameron reading one to me today for his final book report for the quarter. My absolute favorite is the Wheedle on the Needle.

Wheedle is a very grumpy orange sasquatch who is upset with all the people moving to Seattle. All he wants is a quiet place to sleep, but he is finding that this is close to impossible. When he heads for the top of the Space Needle and unleashes a never-ending rainfall, everyone stays indoors, and the city is quiet once again. Now, it's the Seattleites who are grumpy — who wants to stay inside all the time? Is there a solution that makes everyone happy?

Being a Seattleite this is a classic.

Go to the library check these books out. They are wonderful!

getting focused on gluten free again

2011-12-13T11:27:00.000-06:00

Since it has been my issue mostly, that is the issue of gluten, as a Mama it becomes easy to put your health on the back burner. I know "shame on me", after all it is just an intolerance right? Yes, true but none the less I have felt horrible lately. Now I am forced to face the fact that we quite possibly need to be gluten free for Cameron's sake also.

We tried the dairy free diet last year at this time thinking it might be a link for him with the Asperger's. After 8 long and torturous weeks to a family that loves dairy we saw no difference. Dr. Hoffman has suggested the gluten free route which I was relieved at. Crazy as it sounds it is much easier for this family to be gluten free instead of dairy free. I have a good friend, Mrs. C., who has recently gone gluten free for other health reasons. She is doing great and is my inspiration that I can do this again. Thank you Mrs. C!

I have also recently met a Mom through a local Holistic Mom's Network here. Elizabeth has a wonderful blog celebrating their adventure in life which includes being gluten free due to a wee one with celiacs. Please check her out, she is quite the inspiration.

I am spending my time not only preparing for the Celebration of our Savior's Birth, Green Acres Closet but also getting my house back on track to be gluten free again. I need to do this cost effectively and tasty.

I have found some wonderful recipes from Karina, The Gluten Free Goddess. Karina also has a wonderful post on being gluten free on a budget. I would love any tips or ideas on keeping this lifestyle budget friendly.

what's happening at green acres?

2011-12-07T09:53:00.000-06:00

We have been busy as usual. November had the Auction and Thanksgiving. I finished my Perfect Picnic blanket for the Auction and now it is being enjoyed by a fellow STM family.

Mr. Miller finally got his promotion from the Big Green Tractor Company. Wahoo!

Green Acres Closet has us busy, busy, busy. Mr. Miller has also assumed the position of Shipping Department Guru!

I finally found the time to finish the Christmas decorating, the shopping is a different story. I am trying to buy local and handmade. Make it myself even. I know it will be a "slimmer" Christmas per say but it will definitely be from the heart. Hope you all are well and enjoying this Blessed Time of year.

thanksgiving blessings

2011-11-29T08:38:00.006-06:00

This Thanksgiving I took on the task of hosting our family dinner. My sister Erika said I was crazy to even attempt to seat 20 for a formal dinner in my quaint little home. Many of you know that I am not one to back down on a challenge. Well as you can see below I did it.

We may have been a little cramped, but what are family functions for? We gathered, shared stories of our hectic lives, gave thanks and broke bread together. I think it was perfect, almost just like a Walton's Thanksgiving. I didn't have a long enough room for a 18 foot table so we settled for moving my dining room table into the living room and making a 12 foot in the dining room. I do have to thank my sisters for clean up and the brother in laws for helping to move my house back to original placements. I love you all!

I hope you all had a day full of blessings and reflections of the bountiful gifts we are given in this life. I know I did.

hello again...

2011-11-15T09:11:00.003-06:00

No I have not been abducted by small children, laundry or aliens. Plain and simple I have bitten off more than I should have in the last 3 weeks. Here is a brief run down.

1. Big changes at Cam's school with one of our very favorite teachers leaving. Mrs. O has been an amazing part of Cameron's continued success in school. I truly feel she is a gift from God and we will miss her at STM but we are lucky enough at Green Acres that we get to still see her. Yep she has definitely been granted family status here. Yes, that goes for her whole family. I have learned that during this transition my child as well as the 37 other kids directly affected by her leaving are truly supported. We had over 100 people at the school board meeting last week and things are going to get turned around.

2. Hit the big 41 on the 10Th. I am 41 and definitely embracing this one!

3. STM Auction, whew let's just say that I am glad it is done! I donated a Perfect Picnic Blanket in Pinks and Greens.

4. Finally I have been focusing a lot on Green Acres Closet and I am proud to announce that I am in the talks with 3 retailers on carrying my line. Healthy Baby Boutique in Newton and Wichita, Kansas will be getting their first shipment by the end of the week. I am continuing to sew and I know the etsy looks a little thin but don't worry the workshop is full of wool and I am constantly sewing. I will have more listed this week.

Thank you all for inspiring me in so many ways to follow my dreams.

loving eco-sprout

2011-11-03T11:26:00.001-05:00

Part of doing cloth diapers is washing the diapers. Trust me I don’t love this task but I am used to it. Plus I like that I am saving money, the earth and protecting my Junior Mint’s bum from harsh chemicals.

So back to laundry, I found a new love in my routine. Eco-Sprout. Great laundry product. I have always battled “stinkies” with my diapers. For those of you wondering what “stinkies” are, it is when there is a build up of soap product mixed with bacteria and you can get a musty or ammonia smell. Funky I know. So I decided to try Eco Sprout. LOVE IT! I followed his directions on his web site for getting the “stinkies” out and it worked beautifully. I am “de-stinking” the rest of the stash now. We have also tried his bottom balm and it is just as great.

If you use cloth, try this. We are even using it on the household laundry too.

arnica ~ a must have

2011-11-02T09:41:00.003-05:00

A couple of weeks ago at Happybottomus we had our Holistic Moms Meeting, by the way this group meets every 2ND Thursday at Happybottomus at 6pm. Great group of women who share a lot of knowledge. Any ways they had a speaker by the name of Juel Rice, amazing Classical Homeopathic.

She spoke to us about our "must haves" if you will in your medicine cabinet. The one I am going to share about is Arnica. She told us that in any trauma situation from an injury to upsetting news it is a must. Be it orally or in the form of the gel. She said that it had an overwhelming calming and soothing effect.

Last night we put it to the test. On Saturday when I left work I twisted my ankle, slight sprain no big deal. Well last night we were finishing getting current on leaf cleanup, you know that never ending nemesis this time of year, I was working in the back and I stepped wrong off of the pathway. Well lets just say I felt a pull and I knew it wasn't good and of course I kept working through the pain because the rain is coming and we had a mess. I decided also to keep this to myself until I was finished and that part made Mr. Miller quite upset. I just told him that is why I had him to make it better. That part is true because he may be in the "green tractor" industry but that paper on the wall from Washburn University says BA in Athletic Training. He has a lot of experience in taping ankles from his days on the sidelines with the Ichabods. (I must squeeze in "Go Bods" as we are number 3 in the MIAA right now.)

Back to the root of the story, we came in showered and immediately got the ice and put the ankle up. As I was sitting I remembered Juel's list so I had Mr. Miller get the Arnica gel and we rubbed it in. WOW, it really helped in a number of ways. Calming of the situation, soothed the pain and helped the bruising. I really believe in this. I have used it on the boys over the years for different ailments and now it will be a regular in this house.

Juel suggests the Boiron label. That is what we have in the gel form, tonight I am going to get the tablets to have also.

a good time was had…

2011-11-01T09:07:00.001-05:00

My hunny pot and clone trooper. History of the hunny pot is that we bought this costume for my oldest niece who is now 20. Her brother Nate and sister Makennah wore it also. 6 years ago Cameron wore it and last night it gave its swan song so to speak. I love this costume. I think Mama/Aunt Meg will put it away for the next generation of babies.

Before the party…

Our best “trick or treat”.

We went to the Mauer’s last night. Cathlin and Mitch always have a great Halloween bash. It was a beautiful night and we enjoyed kids, friends, good food and an evening on the patio watching the Chiefs game via a projection TV.

Our welcoming committee as we entered.

Mitch our host amazing Deputy Fire chief for KC by day and monkey man at night.

Henry always zeros in on the sand table at Hannah’s.

We had an amazing time. Thank you so much Mauers, Cameron said it best this morning ~ “Mama, that was the best Halloween ever and even the Chiefs won!”. I love that kid.

double take

2011-10-26T08:52:00.002-05:00

I went to get a prescription last night for my Cameron, he has strep. YUCK! He is on the mend this morning but none the less I kept him home with me today. He wasn’t to happy since he will miss “Trunk or Treat” tonight at school. Mama to the rescue! We are going to have our own Halloween Palooza here. We will carve our pumpkins, watch the “Great Pumpkin” (a must see), have popcorn and the boys and I will make cookies this afternoon. Not bad planning for 6:30 am with a crying boy.

Back to the purpose of today’s post, I received this text while I was out:

I always thought he looked like Pops, but wow there are definite Mr. Miller genes in there too. Especially when wearing Daddy's glasses.

But when you put the 3 together, hmmm. Genetics are amazing.

Cameron was 2 in this picture, 3 generations strong. I think he will continue to grow into a pretty great guy in looks, generosity, faith and life, just look at his Pops and Mr. Miller.

balancing act

2011-10-25T08:57:00.001-05:00

I am working on my circus routine, you know the balancing act that we all do when we have a lot going on. Trust me I am not complaining, I am merely getting my balancing act back.

This last week was my first one where I worked 3 days out of the home at Happybottomus, shhh I am loving the retail gig again. I never, I mean NEVER thought those words would come out of my mouth again.

Green Acres Closet is doing better than expected. I am having sales in the Etsy Store and I have 2 retailers working out the fine details of carrying my line. The Lord has blessed us greatly these days. I am so thankful. It really proved to me that if you relax, pray and turn it over HE will help you.

So this is where the balancing act comes in. I am sewing a lot lately, trying to clean and organize, plus be mom and wife and lastly come up with fun marketing ideas for Brookie at the store.

Here is a look at what I am working on in my workshop.

I would love to chat more but Mama has to get moving today. Laundry, shipping sold items, sewing and cleaning Junior Mints room are a few items begging for my attention today not to mention 3 special Miller Men in my life. Hope all is well with you and enjoy this day!

:: this moment ::

2011-10-21T08:16:00.001-05:00

~ a brief moment from out life that warms my heart…

inspired by Amanda Blake Soule

{Junior Mint and Pops playing on Cameron’s playground before the STM Chiefs football game.}

:: 8 ::

2011-10-18T11:07:00.001-05:00

Cameron turned 8 yesterday, 8! How can that be? It just seems like yesterday that I was holding this precious gift from God.

Now we are 8 and such a big boy.

We had a Lego/Star Wars party on Sunday with friends. A very low key last night with Mama, Daddy and Henry.

Cameron loved his Lego’s from Henry. I will cherish the love right now, I know it won’t last forever.

Mama and Daddy got him his Clone Trooper Helmet.

Needless to say he loved it.

I am still not sure who enjoyed it more.

Happy day! No matter how old you get Cameron you are always my sweet boy!

::this moment::

2011-10-14T09:06:00.001-05:00

~ a brief moment from our lives that warms my heart…

inspired by: Amanda Blake Soule

leaf cleanup 101

2011-10-12T11:25:00.001-05:00

On Friday I had a garage sale. It was a lovely Fall day and a great way to spend it outside. Purge a little and get some jingle for the pocket book.

Cameron decided to show Livi and Henry how leaf cleanup is properly done. Personally I am so glad he loves this task, Mr. Miller spent many a year as a landscaper and lets just say leaf cleanup with him is no picnic. {Sorry honey}

First you need a foreman, Henry volunteered right away.

Second you need the designer so Livi was on that task. Nor only is she my fashion Diva but she is great at giving landscape advice.

You always have to have the crew. Cameron not wanting to relinquish the rake spoke up for that part. Plus I think he liked the control bit. I don’t know where he gets that from. :)

Last you sometimes just have to sit back, relax and enjoy a job well done.

I hope you are all enjoying your Fall. I know we are. The beauty and splendor of God’s work never gets tiring.

it just keeps giving

2011-10-11T09:33:00.001-05:00

Henry and I went into the garden yesterday to start our clean up for the winter season. Just when you think your harvest is done…

Look what we found.

It was a lovely surprise. Henry was eating the tomatoes almost as fast as we could pick them. We found the renegade onions in the beetle ravaged brussel sprouts. The peppers were not so much a surprise as all the green beans we found. I cooked them with one of the onions and some bacon last night. They went perfect with the meatloaf and mashed potatoes.

I think today I will clear out the green tomatoes and make relish with them.

an even dozen

2011-10-09T10:08:00.001-05:00

12 years ago today in a little Episcopal Cathedral in Topeka, Mr. Miller made me his Mrs. Miller.

I love you and I am looking forward to the next 12.

making use of what you have

2011-10-06T09:13:00.001-05:00

In these economic times we have to make choices. This we all know to be true. I have wanted to update Mr. Millers and my space for some time now.

It had all the basic necessities plus the added junk in the corner, on the dresser, etc, etc, etc… Last week during nap time I went to work. Here is the break down of what I did on a budget of $0.

1. Moved furniture. Easy to do and plus you can do a good sweeping and dusting. Trust me I love my hardwoods but they breed furry creatures.

2. Brought Mr. Millers chair in from the living room to give us a cozy little nook to read. Hung artwork that needed to be moved.

3. We have wanted new curtains for sometime. I had long white panels that had been given to us by Dad and Linda years ago. Nice curtains, just finally out of date. You know they still had the tab ties at the top. Simple I took them down and gave them a good washing, cut the tabs off and made a new pocket for the rod.

4. The window on my side needed updating too. Same curtains but this time not only did I cut the tabs off and put new pockets, but I cut them in half to get a fuller look. Also so they were not hanging to the floor and collecting dust.

(excuse the dimness of this pic my camera flash was not cooperating)

Yes now I know I really need to paint and wouldn’t you know we have a gallon of paint just waiting to be used. A beautiful shade of blue. It will go so nice with the quilts and dark color of our menagerie of wood furniture in the room. By the way we bought this paint 3 years ago when we moved in and it just never made it onto the walls. At the time I could blame it on being 10 weeks pregnant. I can’t use that excuse anymore.

Don’t be afraid to look around your home and see what small changes you can make for no money. You might be surprised. Look at magazines and design web sites there are lots of ideas out there.

opening soon…

2011-10-05T08:55:00.001-05:00

Yep that is my favorite billboard for my etsy store front. I know he is almost out of fluff *sigh*, but I remind myself it will be about 2-3 less loads of laundry per week.

My hope is that I can have the shop open again by this evening. Cross your fingers. I added a link to the side over here –>.

Here is some of what I will be listing at this point.

Upcycled Wool Soakers. $20

I am using both Wool Sweater and Merino Wool Interlock for the waistbands. They all have the extra wet zone protection sewn in on the soakers.

The Shorties - $21 and Longies - $22 will be made in various weights of wool for use all year long.

I am using only 100% wool sweaters that I find on my Urban Treasure Hunts. I love re purposing materials to keep our carbon footprint down.

I have been able to sew 3-4 per day at this point during nap. On a side note:

My world is changing in so many directions. Starting tomorrow I am going back to work, very part time. I have some friends who own a natural parenting store here in Kansas City, Happybottomus, for you locals it is by the Whole Foods at 91st and Metcalf. I am going to be helping them on Thursday evenings, Fridays and Saturdays. It is going to be a change but I am welcoming it. My sippy cup gang is becoming very part time and I, like many others, need to bring in some other resources for the family. God answered our prayers for the right fit. Mimi has graciously offered to come in from Topeka weekly to care for the boys on Fridays so they can keep their rhythm. My friend Melissa, she is a saint, has offered to help with Junior Mint on Fridays if there is bad weather. Several Mama’s at STM have offered help with Cameron after school in that situation. It does take a village. I am grateful, honored and feel at peace with this adventure.

harvest pork tenderloin

2011-10-04T08:30:00.001-05:00

Last week I planned on making a pork tenderloin. {Insert moment of honesty here} I have never made pork tenderloin. Mr. Miller comes from a pork loving family and I didn't grow up eating that many pork products other than bacon and the occasional bit of sausage.

OK so back to the tenderloin, I was digging around in the fridge, pantry and spice cupboard to figure out how to address this little piggy and this is what I came up with.

harvest pork tenderloin

2 - 3 lb pork tenderloin

1/2 cup apple juice

1 bag of baby carrots

1 small apple, sliced

2 cloves garlic

1 tbsp soy sauce

2 tbsp brown sugar

Rinse your pork and set aside.
Get your faithful crock pot out and spray with Pam.
Mix in crock your apple juice, garlic, soy sauce and brown sugar
Lay piggy on top.
Put carrots around and lay the apple on top.
Cover and cook on low for 6 - 8 hours.
Serve with Rice, Risotto or whatever you want!

We had ours with a garlic risotto, let’s just say the junior members in the family loved the pork but hated the risotto. We also shared one of our last harvest of these.

This tenderloin was so moist. I ended up just shredding it and it was a hit! Enjoy.

urban treasure hunting ~ 2

2011-10-03T09:56:00.001-05:00

Back in August of 2009 I shared with you about my obsession with Urban Treasure Hunting. Let’s just say it hasn’t changed. I still love to go on the hunt.

Here are some pretties that I have found and that the Deacon has found for me at Auctions in Valdosta. Jars are not just for canning they make great containers in your pantry for dry goods.

My other quest every week is for wool sweaters for these.

How cute is he? I know I am partial but he makes my heart happy. Henry loves his woollies and green so when I found this sweater Mama had to make him a new pair.

When I am on the hunt I like to go to the Red Racks Thrift store because it is quarter day. Certain tags are .25 each and others are 25% off. I find a lot of my wool that way. Even if I pay their full price for some it balances out. Go on the hunt you never know what you might find.

::this moment::

2011-09-30T09:03:00.001-05:00

~ a brief moment from our life that makes my heart happy…

inspired by Amanda Blake Soule

fire in the hole

2011-09-29T09:02:00.001-05:00

Any of our neighbors can confirm the alert of “fire in the hole!” coming from our back yard. It started with Cameron years ago and it has now continued with Henry. It can be sounded off at any number of occasions such as the boys playing in the backyard, Mr. Miller using is torch to burn off brush or my favorite when I am lighting a fire in the fire pit.

We had our first fire of Fall on Saturday night. It had been a wonderful day of football and projects. We decided that with the nip in the air we needed a fire. None of my 3 boys complained a bit.

What is it about fire that is so fascinating?

We had a lovely evening. Cameron fell asleep in his chair and Junior Mint cuddled on my lap. Mr. Miller put the boys to bed and we shared a bottle of Cabernet under the stars. Oh how I love Fall!

canning novice

2011-09-28T10:02:00.001-05:00

When I started this blog it was with the intent to journal our journey toward a simpler life. As we have gone down that path we have added a few detours but it definitely has journeyed our crazy little life.

One aspect I wanted to do in order to make it simpler was to become more self sustaining. We started by planting a garden, hence the name Green Acres, with the pie in the sky dream of being able to preserve and feed my family for the coming winter. Well we know that didn’t happen. Each year we have learned a little more. I was hoping for a boomer tomato crop this year, started great but the “drought” conditions didn’t help. I have lots of green still out there. What do I do with all of them?

This year I actually was able to preserve food. Not a lot but at least it was a start especially for my boys who love strawberry jam. I was able to use some of Cameron’s berries and had to supplement from the Market also. Being a “Canning Novice” I enlisted the best teachers I know, Mimi and Ball I was able to make jam on a Sunday afternoon. I loved it. I mean I felt like Ma Ingalls out on the prairie. The sweet smell of the berries and the “pop” of the jars was so therapeutic. I am hooked and will continue enjoying this pleasure.

Later in the week I made Zesty Bread and Butter pickles, those are almost gone. Mr. Miller likes him some pickles. I need to make more. This week I am going to make Cowboy Candy or Candied Jalapenos. I am still harvesting jalapenos, which is a good thing since Mr. Miller and I can eat them all the time.

Next ambition is to have a root cellar like Olivia Walton. Are you listening Mr. Miller? Yes I think I am defiantly and old soul in a present day body. I would love some day to be on the farm in Newton with a big garden, goats and chickens. Of course that root cellar full with the bounty of our Harvest.

2 ingredient muffins

2011-09-27T09:21:00.001-05:00

Yes, you read it right I did say 2 ingredient muffins. They are so good and super simple. This is an old favorite 2pt. weight watcher recipe that can be made several different ways, even gluten free.

Are you ready?

1 small can pumpkin

1 cake mix

Mix ingredients together. Pre heat oven to 350. Spray muffin tin, fill and bake 18-22 min. Makes 12.

That’s it! I have used yellow, spice and chocolate cake mix. Now sometimes I will admit I do add a few things to change it up, I know that defeats the 2 ingredient part, but it makes them extra good. This week I added 2 shredded carrots and raisins to a yellow cake mix and some pumpkin pie spice.

Go on make some you know you want to.

call it what you will revisit

2011-09-26T09:03:00.001-05:00

Last spring you remember this post, well he lost interest once Summer started. Surprised? I am not. Well we brought them back out again last week because we were having issues with Cameron and focus. Focus issues with an Aspie/ADHD kid? Say it isn’t so. Forgive my humor this morning I have not had enough coffee.

Any who…back to the charts. I fell that along with the focus and getting him in gear in the morning with less arguments we could work on his money skills. Cameron is very into change lately, especially pennies. He thinks they are gold in his treasure chest, only if that were true. I asked Cameron what would encourage him to follow his charts and he said a penny for every check mark. Cool, we can do that plus I was also doing the math and figured a penny a check works better on our wallet then a quarter. So there you have it.

We had a good week and he did well. He made .62 last week. I had him count the checks and then break it down into coins in Mr. Millers brass pot. He took his treasures to his treasure chest and was very happy.

On the flip side we still struggle with the usual sassy mouth occasionally so he has learned that when he is sassy he loses a check on the board. So far all is good!

::this moment::

2011-09-23T09:18:00.001-05:00

~ a brief moment from our life that makes my heart happy…

My Cameron playing quarterback for the STM Chiefs.

woollie time

2011-09-22T11:51:00.001-05:00

As the morning get a more crisp feeling and the evening are shorter and cooler (I am not complaining here) I find it time for WOOLLIES! OK for those of you out of the Diaper phase in your life these are know as woollies.

I love wool and so does Junior Mint. They are 2 valuable pieces of his wardrobe in one. A cloth diaper cover and pants. This works well for us because Junior Mint hates wearing pants. Thank goodness he wears very cute cloth diapers and covers. I found these shorties online but I do make my own too. Be looking soon for my etsy to be back up running and fully loaded with up cycled woollies.

Wool is a great fabric. People ask me on a regular basis, especially when I am on my Urban Treasure Hunts aka Thirfting ~ Why Wool?

Wool is an amazing natural fiber. It is naturally anti-bacterial and super absorbent. (Up to 30% of its weight) It makes a great waterproof diaper cover once it is lanolized.

Wool is breathable and extremely easy to care for. Wool only has to be washed once every 2 or 3 weeks unless of course it gets heavily soiled, it has a self cleaning property in it called lanolin. If your wool feels damp or wet after wearing it simply lay it out flat to air dry and let the wool do its job of self cleaning.

Here is a no fail system to care for your wool:

1. Run your hot water until its good and HOT in the bathroom sink, allowing it to drain, once its hot turn it off for a few seconds to do step 2.
2. Put the plug in your bathroom sink and put your lanolin in the bottom of the sink, I use about a 1/2-1 inch glob of the lanolin.
3. Run a little hot water in the sink and add baby shampoo or baby wash to the sink. Only run enough hot water in the sink to break up the lanolin.
4. Run room temp water to fill the rest of the sink up.
5. Turn the woollie wrong side out and submerge into the mixture in the sink and let soak 30 minutes (longer if you feel it needs more lanolizing).
6. After you're done soaking, lay a towel folded in half for you to lay your wool on; remove soaker out of the water and gently squeeze the excess water out, do not ring.
7. Just lay your soaker on the towel and roll the towel up, gently squeeze as your rolling.
8. Lay flat to dry, I like laying them on one of those sweater racks. They take 24 hours sometimes to dry.

Lanolizing only needs to be done about every 2 months or as needed.

I pair Junior Mints with a fitted and we like the Mother Ease One Size or MEOS. If you haven’t looked into wool for your cloth you should.

our gathering place

2011-09-21T09:08:00.002-05:00

I have found that in order to keep rhythm here we have to have a gathering place. Our gathering place is the dining room table. It has taken on many jobs over the last 11+ years for Mr. Miller and I.

It has changed shape, color and direction. I love sitting around our table with friends and family. The laughter shared over a cup of coffee, glass of wine or a meal shared. The tears that have flown from my eyes and others. The hours of homework with Cameron and life lessons are amazing. My favorite role is that of sharing a meal in the evening with my family. Cameron and Henry have taken to setting the table. We gather, fold our hands and bow our heads and give thanks to the Lord for our blessings and then share our meal. We talk and separate from the world outside by no TV, no phones or computer. We might turn on some music but that is it. It has taken on the role of my blogging place lately since I moved my desk into Cameron's room so he can concentrate on his homework. If this table could talk.

This week in my quest for fall I changed out the dining room chairs once again. We found these chairs about 5 years ago at a "going out of business" store. I love these chairs!

The “Daddy Chair” so proud and tall. Ready to listen and give guidance.

The “Mama Chair” that is in her favorite shade of yellow. Sits closest to the kitchen, between her boys and across from her beloved.

“Brother’s Chair” in Cameron’s favorite color red. I was also thinking that the darker shade would hide more. Obviously it didn’t hide the snags on the side from Delani’s days with front claws. I must really get those scissors out soon and take care of that. I’ll add it to that never ending list.

Lastly, “Junior Mint’s Chair”. He does have a red one just like Cameron. However I need to get a leg fixed on it. Yep, just penciled that down on the list too.

What does your gathering place look like?

healthy living

2011-09-20T09:11:00.001-05:00

The general interpretation of Healthy Living is what we put in our bodies. Healthy Living goes much deeper than that. We have to look at what not only we take from the earth but what we put back into the earth.

Recently St. Thomas More partnered up with an “e-store” for a fundraiser for the school. The store offers eco friendly cleaning products and if I ordered through the school they give back 20% to Cameron’s school. I thought no brainer. I am always looking for a bargain and to have it be earth friendly even better. I went to the site and found these products.

I ordered the sample kit at $38. They come in a concentrate form that you add water, shake and go. I found this to be a great way to try out the products and find what I liked best. I LOVE IT ALL! They have light fragrances and work beautifully. I can order larger containers of the concentrate and replace as needed. Check them out here or if you care to help out St. Thomas More you can find the here.

Another bonus for us in Missouri is that this is a local company from Lee’s Summit that has been in business since 1987. How wonderful is that? They are super friendly, helpful and accommodating. I love their Mission Statement ~ “to enhance the lives of those we touch”. Isn’t that what we all should be striving to do?

as summer turns into fall

2011-09-18T17:28:00.001-05:00

The days are getting shorter, the leaves and sumac is changing it colors, crisp mornings, football, pumpkins and honey crisp apples are available so we begin my favorite time of year. I love Fall! I just can’t help myself.

We had amazing weather in the last week here in Missouri. Lows of the 40’s and highs in the 60’s. I almost thought for a brief moment I was back in my home state of Washington. Wouldn’t that be blissful, hey a girl can dream right?

With the change in weather I always get the urge to clean, purge and re decorate my house. I was wondering why that is. So you know me and my love for the University of Google I did a little research on Autumn Equinox. I found some interesting facts:

1. Clean your home thoroughly. You may do this naturally when you are in sync with nature. Have you been sifting through the closets? Clean out you medicine cabinet throwing out outdated herbs and medication. In addition, an organized home leaves time to contemplate your life. Magically the energies begin to flow.

2. Decorate your home with some signs of fall. Even though in the desert, the kitchen counter is lined with fall leaves and pumpkins, which are later used to bake bread.
3. Celebrate with family and friends. Share the magic of community around the table.

4. Make an offering to the earth. Pull weeds. Put some food in the bird feeder. Let Mother Nature know you are thankful for her magic.

5. Spend at least five minutes at your altar in silence. Your altar can be as simple as a table you visit often with a candle. Some altars are more elaborate. Magic does not need a showy example of faith.

6. Teach your children about nature. Take them to a pumpkin patch or apple orchard. Show them the simple magic that supports their life.

As I read through the list I chuckled.

1. On Thursday I cleaned house and sorted out Henry’s closet and under his bed, man a 2 year old can hoard.

2. I have been telling Mr. Miller all week it was time for my Pumpkins and Mums. {Hint!}

3. We enjoyed a wonderful evening with our friends the Mauer’s, Damico’s and new friends the Steele’s. Thank you Cathlin and Mitch for hosting.

4. I pulled a few weeds and plants out of the garden.

5. Enjoyed coffee on the patio looking at our garden and thanking Mother Earth and our Lord for the bounty shared.

6. Talked in length with Cameron about where our food comes from.

I didn’t even realize this list existed and found it amazing how I had participated somewhat in all of it. Happy Fall Y’all! I am looking forward to 5:05am on Friday when it arrives.

::this moment::

2011-09-09T12:15:00.002-05:00

~ a brief moment from our hectic life that warms my heart...

latest acquisitions

2011-09-07T11:48:00.001-05:00

We went up to the cottage this last weekend for Labor Day. A wonderful time was had by all. I got a special treat from the Deacon and Pops, OK well two special lovelies.

Isn’t she a beauty?

Look at her sister that came too!

I absolutely love Cast Iron Cookware. The Deacon and Pops frequent an Auction House down in Georgia and they found just what I have been looking for. I love this Dutch Oven and Skillet. The Dutch even has a handle that if Mr. Miller installed a hook for me I could use out back in the fire pit. (hint, hint…are you listening honey?)

Truth be know cast iron has been around for hundreds of years as cooking vessels. My love is only about 5 years in the making. When Mr. Miller and I were married almost 12 years ago he wanted this for cookware but no I had to have the fancy no stick. Boy was I mistaken. The no stick is gone. I have a stainless set and my cast iron. Only if I would have listened then. Yes, dear I am saying that you were right about at least one thing.

What is your favorite cook ware? I would love to hear.

Thank You! Thank You to the Deacon and Pops I LOVE THEM!

progress

2011-08-23T11:51:00.003-05:00

Well we are making some progress. Progress with Cameron and reading. Let's just say that last year was a real trial for us and school. This year promises to be so much better.

Cameron was tutored all summer by his Title 1 reading teacher. She helped him with math and reading. 1 hour, every morning all summer. Worth every bit! We found that if she read with him for 20 minutes took a break and then worked on math for 20 minutes he was very productive. We found out that taking breaks was essential last summer at the lake with the Deacon. She helped him with his homework and when he got overwhelmed they would go jump in the lake and then come back to his work. That Deacon is pretty smart!

So I started this out with progress, last night was an amazing night for us. Cameron and his fellow classmates have to log and read 100 minutes per week, Friday to Friday. He brought home his reader and we read "The Dragon". He asked if he could read a page and in turn I would read a page. Not a problem at this point whatever it takes. He was so excited! He read! He did it! I knew he could but he has never been excited about it. Yes, this Mama got gushy when it was done, but I was so proud. I felt as if we had hit a major milestone.

Thank you to our wonderful St. Thomas More Staff for helping with our Cameron and believing in him! (Ms. K.O and Ms. K.T. we love you guys more than you know!)

chicken pot pie

2011-08-22T13:36:00.001-05:00

As I have found my rhythm again I find myself digging into my cookbooks. I got this one, “Make It Fast, Cook It Slow” last year and love it. She challenged herself to use her crock pot every day for one year. Her recipes are easy and gluten free. For those of you that gasp at the fact they are gluten free don’t worry she puts regular ingredients listed for the recipe too! Each week I find us make at least 2 recipes from here.

Last week I made her Chicken Pot Pie. Yes, chicken pot pie in a crock pot that is gluten free! This was so simple. Cameron and Henry picked the carrots from our garden, so fun!

Tonight I am making her pizza soup! Cameron and Henry love pizza and soup so hey I figured lets make it one! Enjoy!

:: this moment ::

2011-08-12T09:44:00.001-05:00

A moment from this week…

{Mr. Miller and Junior Mint playing with dragons in the evening. Don’t you just love his Gen-y universal cover in Sputnik? }

i seem to have lost something…

2011-08-11T15:53:00.001-05:00

I seem to have lost something…

Where did this confident Mama go? Where has she placed her rhythm, her confidence, her structure?

This picture was taken 2 years ago when I started this quest to find a simpler life. I seemed so together with a plan. When did my sights get so foggy? Have you ever felt so overwhelmed by life that you just want to dig a hole and crawl in? Well if so come on the water is warm.

This year has been so full of obstacles that I feel I am on a constant roller coaster. Sometimes it is the ride of my life with sheer excitement and other times I just close my eyes and pray that I don’t fall off. Between Cameron and the ever changing rhythm of Asperger’s, Henry and the two’s (enough said there), the constant change of members in the Sippy Cup Gang…I have lost my way. Where is the Map, Garmin or trail boss because I have lost my way back to my “Rhythm of the Home”.

Mr. Miller and I had a long talk last night on the patio, long overdue, and he pointed out that I haven’t been myself and he is missing me. Wow, that hits home in so many ways. It’s true. No spark, passion, mojo or whatever you want to call it. I quit writing, sewing, reading and just plain enjoying my world around me. Mr. Miller is willing to help me in any way he can. We decided that maybe, just maybe I need routine as bad as my Cameron does. Does routine = rhythm? I don’t know but it is at least a starting point.

My first attempt has been planning next weeks menu for both dinner and the Sippy Cup Gang lunches. Cameron is going back to school next week and it will be welcomed on so many levels. I love my little man but he needs his school day routine as bad as I need my routine here.

I am going to work on getting my lesson plans in order for the Sippy Cup Gang as well. Livi and Henry are ready for preschool and there is no reason that I can’t do this. I have found some great resources, more to come later on that.

Thank you for listening and letting me put it all out there. It does make me feel better. I would ask for prayers, suggestions and kind thoughts if you want to share.

don’t mess with my little man cub

2011-07-13T15:04:00.001-05:00

I recently encountered a situation that put me in full Mama Bear mode. For the first time I witnessed another child purposely being cruel to my Cameron. I know this probably wasn’t the first time nor will it be the last but it definitely got this Mama fired up.

Here is the situation in a nutshell. Cameron was obsessing over a movie, shocking I know to those of you that know my Cameron or any other Aspie, and this other child didn’t want to watch it. He responded to Cameron with “what are you dumb or deaf? I don’t want to watch that one!” Not quite the response you want given to your son. Long story short I diffused the situation and hopefully it is taken care of. I will always be Cameron’s biggest champion, just ask him. After all I am his Mama Bear and he is my little Man Cub.

I have been thinking about it constantly though. Do people really take the time to teach their children about all of God’s Children and the different packages that they come in? In this house we live by the Golden Rule, you know the one ~ Do unto others as you would have done unto you. I hope that I am doing my sons a great value by teaching them to live that way.

I had recently been given a great book by a fellow STM parent, thank you Cathlin, called "How to Talk to an Autistic Kid" by Daniel Stefanski. This is a great book geared to children partially because it was written by a 14 year old Autistic Boy who proclaims himself to by “Autistic and Artistic”. He answers questions that are raised not only by other kids but other adults as well.

Why does and autistic kid sometimes stand too close?
Why won’t he look at me? Does he really want to be friends?
Why does he complain about the lights, the noise or the smell?
Why does he talk about the same topic over and over?
How should I act? What can I say? What can we do together?

I find it interesting that in the same week that this situation occurred I had only days earlier been lent this book. Hmmm…OK God got the message loud and clear. Sounds silly but it even helped Mr. Miller and myself to understand our little puzzle known as Cameron.

happy father’s day

2011-06-19T09:56:00.001-05:00

in the beginning i hung on every word.

i wanted to be just like you.

as I grew, you may have thought,

“she’s not listening”.

don’t worry dad i heard everything.

without your guidance i wouldn't be

the woman i am today.

thank you for the foundation that will never go away.

i love you more than words can say,

happy father’s day dad.

Happy Father’s Day to all of the Dad’s in my life. I love you all!

A very special Happy Father’s Day to you Mr. Miller from your Monkey’s!

Don’t worry Mr. Miller they were listening then and they will continue as they grow. Thank you for being a wonderful father and husband.

the little garden that could

2011-05-25T11:05:00.002-05:00

Yesterday we celebrated 2 years here at Green Acres. I can’t believe I have had this little writing corner for 2 years now and it all started with this. In the last 2 years I have learned much ado about many things such as gardening, homemaking, parenting and most importantly myself. Thank you all so much for your support in the last 2 years, here’s to many more.

I thought I would share some updates on the garden here. Mr. Miller totally reworked the beds into 8 5x5 raised beds. We used the pavers we already had. We also added a fence so my lovely little beagle, Peanut, wouldn’t take out my green beans with her sun bathing. We used a crate from Mr. Millers work. The posts are limbs that we cut from the apple tree and the big gate was from a friend. Cost: nothing. I love free and recycled projects.

Mr. Miller is teaching Junior Mint the art of watering this year. We are going to add a drip system with items that we already have around here soon. My dream would be to finally get a rain barrel and connect the two. A girl can dream right?

I just got a new book on preserving food. It has been very informative so far. I am looking forward to putting some of the bounty away this year.

growing up too fast…

2011-05-20T13:20:00.001-05:00

It just seems like yesterday that Henry started eating real table food. Where has the time gone? He so wants to have all that the family is having, which he does, but he tried corn on the cob for the first time this week. Grampie had been in town over the weekend and we had corn on the cob. Mama removed the corn for him and that was a disappointment, he still ate it under protest. When we had the leftovers on Tuesday night he informed me that he wanted it on the “cwob, like Bubba”!

Cameron had to “ham” it up for Mama with his corn!

monkey see, monkey do…

2011-04-08T13:06:00.001-05:00

These days Cameron has a little shadow Henry following his every move. Cameron sometimes tries to act annoyed but he really does enjoy it for this moment in time. It gives me such joy to see the love that these 2 little boys hold for each other. They will always be there for one another.

Henry is already starting to make some of the same truck noises that Cameron has always been famous for in the Miller family. They really enjoy the simple toys which I love! In fact the battery toys we have stopped replacing the batteries and find they just make their own noises. Imagination. Love it!

back to basics

2011-04-04T13:33:00.003-05:00

I have decided to get back to basics around here. Lately I have fallen out of rhythm per say. I am not sure where I lost my path or way but I feel I am getting it back together. I fell into the easy quick fix meals and processed foods. Not shopping organically or for whole food type items. Mr. Miller and I had both not been feeling so great and we had noticed especially with Cameron more behavioral issues. Last week I saw and read several articles about artificial colors and the link to ADHD, not that it causes it but that is increases the symptoms. That was my "post it note". Got it God, check! Get this Mama back on path. The first question was how can I get back to buying from Whole Foods again instead of Aldi, Walmart, etc? Well you know I had to go to my "University of Google" and there were several sights with helpful tips. Tips such as these:

Go to www.wholefoods.com and print their sales fly er. Plan your menu for the week based off of that.

This leads me to on of the most important things a family can do in these hard times, PLAN A MENU and stick to it. It makes your grocery list so much easier.

Use their printable coupons, again available on their website. Be careful though, just because a label has a coupon it still doesn't mean it is the best value

Buy the 365 label brand. Great value and we find it to be just as good.

Buy fruits and vegetables that are in season.

Stick to the outer perimeter of the store.

Buy in bulk. I found this true on buying flour and dried beans this week. Even though the packaged items were on sale it was still cheaper to buy in bulk.

I found I still spent more money than I had but I think that was due to the initial bulk buying. We will be charting and seeing how it goes. I had been spending $120 a week and we still ate out about 2 times a week, which for a family of 4 is an easy $25 per meal. I spent $160 and we didn't eat out all weekend and I figure with that alone I am ahead by $5. Please note that I didn't just throw all the food that I already had in the pantry and freezer out. We are replacing the items as we use them. If you have any additional tips please share!

I also made the decision to get back to baking our own bread. Have you read the label on a simple loaf of bread from the mainstream store? Crazy! For about $1.50 I just pulled out a beautiful loaf of sandwich bread. I used my bread machine to do the kneading and rising and then put it in a buttered loaf pan, let it rise for another 30 minutes. I baked it for 40 minutes and my house smells like a bit of heaven right now.

In the next couple weeks our Farmer's Markets will be open again. This is a great way to buy locally and save money too.

I am making Black Bean and Spinach Enchilada Casserole tonight and I started soaking my black beans this morning and this meal will make great lunches for Mr. Miller and I all week.

Eat your leftovers! Don't let any go to waste. Yes, I think I have found my way again. I am hoping to see a difference in Cameron too.

henry’s latest fashion statement

2011-03-18T12:44:00.001-05:00

Henry has decided that he really, really likes his snow boots. Can you blame him? The best $2 that I have spent at the Thrift Store this winter. He has also decided that he doesn’t like to wear pants. Hmmm…. We at least we have really cute diapers and covers to make up for it. Yesterday being St. Patrick’s Day we sported all of our green diapers. He is currently modeling his Green Little G Pant.

Here he is walking the catwalk, strutting his stuff. Hey G Diapers, do you need a new model?

After all look at this smile, he could charm anyone.

spring is in the air

2011-03-16T13:56:00.001-05:00

Spring is in the air which means we are starting to see some of the fruits that we missed all winter. The main one at Green Acres being the strawberry! That lovely, sweet, bright red fruit that just makes you smile.

We have been able to get them for $.99 a carton the last 2 weeks. I consider that a post it note from God that we needed to get some.

Henry and I did a little baking yesterday afternoon when the Sippy Cup Gang had left. Cameron was outside playing with his buddy, Jack and so I thought that Henry and I could embark on a special adventure ourselves. We made Strawberry Banana Bread. I also have been known to make this with blueberries. Super moist and it made a great breakfast for us all this morning. We will revisit it again tomorrow. I know there won’t be any complaints.

Strawberry Banana Bread

1 1/3 c all purpose flour – (I have used 1 1/3 c Pamela’s Gluten Free Baking mix as well just leave out the baking soda and baking powder.)

1/2 tsp salt, baking soda

1/4 tsp baking powder

5 tbsp butter, room temperature

1/2 c sugar

2 eggs

1 c vanilla yogurt (lemon, strawberry or blueberry work as well)

1 small banana mashed

1/2 c strawberries (like I mentioned blueberries are great too)

Preheat oven to 350 and grease loaf pan. Combine butter and sugar, add the dry ingredients. Once blended add the yogurt, eggs and banana. Finally add the berries. Pour batter into loaf pan and bake for 50-60 minutes or until knife inserted comes out clean. Let cool before removing from pan. Makes 1 loaf with 12 slices.

This was a great way to use one of the bananas that we all stick in the freezer for later plus finish up some strawberries that were on their way out too.

taken it off tuesday

2011-03-15T12:30:00.001-05:00

Good progress this week…..down another 4 for a total of 18! Wahoo! I liked my scale this week.

It was a little hectic last Thursday and Friday. Henry started vomiting Thursday and Cameron came down with it Friday. 2 of my 3 Sippy Cup Gang members had it on Friday too. I was a little under the weather Sunday, but not near as bad as my boys. Good news is we are back in full swing and it seems to only last 12 – 24 hours. Phew!

Tried a new way to cook hamburgers and ground meat on the stove. Instead of oil I put in 2 tbsp of water and cooked them in my cast iron skillet with the lid on. It steamed them. Very tasty and cut the fat down drastically. I use either bison or turkey so we are already low fat. These burgers turned out so juicy. Try it!

The weather is so crazy here. Mid 60’s on Friday then snow yesterday and today is sunny and in the 5o’s. Got to love the midwest in the spring. I am taking advantage of it though. I have the last of the sick blankets in the wash and on the line. Nothing like a good dose of spring cleaning to cleanse the house, mind and soul.

moments from the great snow of 2011

2011-03-11T13:02:00.001-06:00

I know it is 65 and sunny today, there are clothes on the line, pack n plays being sanitized and soaking up the rays and lastly my dining room chairs have been scrubbed and are sunbathing with the cribs but I found some pictures that I hadn’t shared.

We had a great snow this year, Kansas City got hammered, Cameron had snow days and even that big green tractor company closed for 2 days(yes, miracles do happen).

Mr. Miller teaching Cameron that it is not nice to throw snowballs at Mama.

The Great Fort of 2011. A nice 2 room fort including ammunitions room.

I am still not sure which of my 2 older boys had more fun.

Without imagination the world would be so boring.

call it what you will

2011-03-09T12:57:00.001-06:00

We had Cameron’s service plan meeting last week at school and they stated they were going to use a behavior chart and reward system for him. So I was thinking why not do this at home. I went to the University of Google and found a great website that had the work done for me and the best part it is free. They offered a lot of great tips and uses of the charts. It is becoming a go to site for Green Acres.

I found several charts. First ones for his morning and night time routines. For every star Cameron receives he earns $.25. The reason we are associating the money aspect is for 2 reasons. A. It has been discovered that we need to work on our money skills. B. I think he should have to earn his own money for his legos. It teaches responsibility. At the end of the week Cameron will add up his stars and then we will help him figure how many quarters he has earned.

He also has a chore chart. He is working on reading so I found it helpful for him to have to read what his chores were. With minimal help he was able to conquer this fete. Plus the added bonus was that I could print one off that had a Star Wars Lego Yoda at the top.

Lastly is his reading chart. We have made a deal with him that after he reads 20 books he can have the new Star Wars Lego ship.

Some will call this bribery or enticement. Call it what you will, I am choosing to accept and embrace the fact that my 7 year old is actually doing his chores and is excited about them.

taken it off tuesday

2011-03-08T14:36:00.001-06:00

The scale didn’t change this week and I am ok with that. I was not the best behaved over the last week. I know look forward because the past is no longer an option. My Mom and I started following that piece of advice years ago and it still rings true.

I am getting anxious for spring and to plant the garden. Mr. Miller and I are going to make a few changes in the garden and I am hoping that we can yield better results and in turn keep eating better and maybe trim the grocery bill.

I am vowing to start canning this year. Yes, this is my S.O.S to all of you canners out there. I will take any and all advice. What is the best method? What should I start with? HELP!

my sweet boy

2011-03-04T11:12:00.001-06:00

As you know I have been given the gift of 2 amazing sons, Cameron and Henry.

Cameron is in 1st grade this year and had a book fair this week at school. We usually send him with money and a list of what is ok and not ok to purchase. He does a really good job of sticking to his list. This time I gave him a little extra and told him he could get extra books. We are trying to encourage him to read. Reading seems to be our weakest area in school and from the visits with the specialist this week, very typical of Aspergers. It will click I am sure and yesterday was my first sign.

Cameron came home with 5 books, he gets his bargain hunting skills from his Mama, the Star Wars book he had been coveting plus 4 books for his little brother Henry. Talk about making a Mama proud, I know I couldn’t believe it. He told me that since Henry hasn’t been able to go to the book fairs with him that he should get some books too. The best part is that Cameron and I read a book to the Sippy Cup Gang yesterday, one that he bought about Piglet and Pooh. I read one page and he read the next. My Cameron read with me! It was amazing!

Thank you God for the patience and guidance with our Cameron, he truly is an amazing gift!

taken it off tuesdays

2011-03-01T09:07:00.001-06:00

Well I am on a slow train here, I am up to 14 lbs gone though! I had a little set back over Henry’s birthday weekend. Possibly the Mexican food on Friday night and the Pizza we served for the party but none the less I got back on track and it may be slow but it is at least headed in the right direction.

I am so ready for Spring. I want to walk in the evenings as a family. I think the fresh air is so important to us all plus getting out and getting moving. I feel so sedentary in the winter months.

I have discovered raw almonds as my favorite mid morning and afternoon snack. I will scoop out 1/4 cup which is the suggested serving. Yes, I said suggested serving, trust me it does make a difference. I eat around 5 small meals throughout the day. I have started filling my favorite yellow pitcher with water the night before and setting it in the fridge. This way my water is super cold and it stares me in the face every time I open the refrigerator and you know I actually tend to grab it instead of something else. Who knew?

I hope these little tid bits might be of some inspiration, remember one day at a time or maybe I should say one bite at a time.

i just needed a little time...

2011-02-25T12:39:00.004-06:00

I am fine, I assure you all. I needed some time away from the computer and time to focus on me and the boys. I am sorry that I drifted away for a while. Thanks to all of the sweet notes of concern.

We have had a busy last 30 days. We celebrated a 2ND birthday for the Junior Mint, shoveled snow and more snow, worked in the yard in between snow storms, working on a new AIO diaper with some special friends, the pinewood derby, getting things squared away with Cameron and his IEP and lastly re-connecting with my main man upstairs, God.

I decided that in my time away from the computer I would put a little more time into my scripture study and just my faith in God. I have had some wonderful conversations, prayers and comfort.

I am recharged and ready to face Spring, hopefully we will see it soon. I have lots to share and look forward to getting back to the swing of things. Blessings and have a wonderful weekend!

do you see a resemblance?

2011-01-27T12:57:00.001-06:00

Do you see a resemblance? The Deacon forwarded this picture of Pops to me on Monday. We think he is around age 9. Does it look like someone else I know?

Scary isn’t it? Here is a picture of Cameron from just this last birthday in October and last Tuesday evening.

henry patrick is 2!

2011-01-26T10:57:00.001-06:00

My sweet little Junior Mint is 2 today. I can’t believe it. 2 years ago at this time I was waiting in my hospital room, surrounded by my loved ones, awaiting our turn in the Operating Room. Yes, I had a “belly birth” as I refer to them. Mr. Miller and I were talking about that day last night. We had a wonderful delivery team. They were caring and jovial. We laughed at the music that they had streaming in. With Cameron I had my own, of course Jimmy Buffet, because I did labor for 23 hours before his “belly birth”. Henry’s music wasn’t our selection but it definitely fit our sense of humor. When I was waiting on Dr. Rhonda we heard “Let’s Get This Party Started”, “Cut’s Like a Knife” when we started and Henry made his debut to “Desperado” at 1:40pm.

We had a small cupcake last night since Mr. Miller has a work meeting tonight. His celebration will be on Saturday. Lots to do, lots to do!

Happy Birthday my little Junior Mint. We love you so beautiful little boy!

taken it off tuesdays

2011-01-25T12:03:00.001-06:00

Good week! Feel like I am beginning to make some progress, not only on the weight but my own inner being.

Cameron and I have been enjoying the Wii with all of his snow days. The kid is a mean boxer! Had fun bowling and even bowled a 23o game. We discovered Netflix thru the Wii. Lots of fun and $8 a month. Thanks Amy and John for the heads up.

We downloaded Food, Inc., lets just say that I am now looking at my plate in a whole new way. We have always tried to be as organic as possible. Now it is just going to be a way of life. I can’t believe what we have been doing to our children let alone ourselves. We have started cutting out refined sugars and flours also, eating smaller more frequent meals and added more fresh veggies and fruit. I will tell you that we feel better and have more energy.

If you get a chance check out this movie, you won’t be sorry. By the way say bye bye to another 4 pounds!

week in review

2011-01-24T11:05:00.001-06:00

We had quite a bit of snow over the last week. This gave us a few snow days, lots of hot chocolate, warm snuggles under blankets and lots of quality time together.

When I first started dating Mr. Miller he always wore baseball caps and usually backwards. I found it quite amusing when Henry came out with one the same way.

Cameron getting to use the new snow shovel. What exactly are the child labor laws, he shovels a mean walk way! (Like father like son!) Disclaimer: I only let him shovel for 15 minutes and then we had hot chocolate!

Henry taking great joy in watching big brother shovel.

Very tired boys.

What Mama enjoyed looking at later that evening while the house was fast asleep.

taken it off tuesdays

2011-01-18T12:17:00.001-06:00

A few weeks ago when I started this journey I feel it was more out of feeling sorry for myself. As I go down this path I feel that it goes deeper and deeper. I ask the questions, “why am I fat?”, “why can’t I take the weight off?”, “why can she eat anything and stay so thin?”.

This week I have had a few “post it notes” and I know it is only Tuesday. The first was the show “ heavy”, it premiered last night on A & E. What an eye opener, here are everyday people that are so morbidly obese and they are desperate for help. It goes so much further than the age old comment of “why don’t they just stop eating?”. I really felt a connection to one of the people last night. Then this morning my friend, Heather, posted a link that really made me think. In this link Shauna talks about it being “enough”, of course her “enough” was dealing with trying to conceive.

As I read the piece the question kept creeping up “when is my enough?”, well it is here. I am responsible for my future. I am responsible for steering the direction I am choosing on this journey. Yes, are there issues in my genetic make up that deter me from achieving my goals? You bet there are! But, it is my decision to fight them. I can do this!

I have had a better week on the journey. I finally got on the scale and saw a 5 lb achievement. I found the time to make my Wii appointments. I ran yesterday! Did you hear that? I ran. No more of the excuse, “only run when being chased”. It was a 5 minute run in place with the Wii but I did it.

So here is a thought I want to leave you with today. This is what sticks in my mind from that piece.

“I want to cultivate a deep sense of gratitude, of groundedness, of enough, even while I’m longing for something more. The longing and the gratitude, both. I’m practicing believing that God knows more than I know, that he sees what I can’t, that he’s weaving a future I can’t even imagine from where I sit this morning.

Extraordinary, indeed.

More than enough.” ~ Shauna Niequist

Take care and good luck on your journey this week.

“let me tell you a story henry”

2011-01-17T10:41:00.001-06:00

A couple of weeks before Christmas we traveled to Newton to celebrate Gigi’s 90th birthday. We try to make it down there every year right after Thanksgiving so we can celebrate her day and to help her decorate for Christmas. We took Gigi to dinner and the boys and her got ice cream sundaes.

The main decoration that Gigi requested was her beloved Nativity Set. Cameron got very excited and told Gigi that he could tell her the story of Christmas. In true Gigi form she sat through it and listened to every detail with shear delight.

Of course Gigi had a few differing ideas on the set up than Cameron’s ideas.

I had to explain freedom of expression to Cameron, it didn’t go so well but the promise McDonald’s on the way home made it all a little better. I figured that would be an easier task then asking a 90 year old Catholic if she could just leave them the way Cameron had set them, at least just until we left.

Once the set was in place Cameron decided to share a story with Henry. This is was took place.

Cameron: “let me tell you a story Henry. It is about the day you were born, kind of like when baby Jesus was born. Look at all the people that came to celebrate you, just like how the Sheppard's and Wise Men came for baby Jesus.”

Well maybe he understood my “freedom of expression” speech better than I thought. I love my little story teller.

reflections of a handmade christmas

2011-01-12T13:08:00.001-06:00

I tried to have a handmade Christmas this year. We were about 80% there. The other 20% was in the form of Lego’s for Cameron and Thomas Wooden Railroad for Henry.

I sewed, baked, made candy and made a few photo albums and recipe books.

Here is one of my favorite pieces. I made this for my friend, Anja, she brings Cameron home 3 days a week for me. She is also my confidant on so many levels. I really cherish the friendship that her and I share.

I took a wool sweater and sewed the sides to form a pillow, I then simply stitched with wool yarn the rough outline of a snowman. I almost kept this for myself.

I baked some banana bread for some neighbors, the postman and our fresh connect delivery man. I simply wrapped the bread in wax paper and tied a simple bow around them. Of course I made my brother in law, Randy, his peanut butter balls.

I made a few basic quilts for my Mom, sister and niece. I sewed several table runners and napkins. I talked about the recipe book, here is what I did. I found a program on cvs.com that let you make a recipe book with a hard bound cover. You designed it yourself and it was ready in about and hour for pickup at the store. I usually do my photo books that way too.

I really enjoyed getting ready for Christmas this year. Cameron and Henry helped me along the way, even Mr. Miller was a good extra hand in the sewing room.

What were some of your handmade gifts this year?

taken it off tuesdays

2011-01-11T11:45:00.001-06:00

Thank you for the overwhelming amount of support in emails, FB and comments. It is so nice to know that you have the support from your peers and loved ones.

First week, well there were times that it was trying but overall I think it was successful. I only got one of my workouts in but we are going for 3 this week. I am a little afraid of the scale just yet so I am going to get to that maybe next week.

Found some great recipes this week and ate very well and was very satisfied and actually had a hard time getting all of my points used.

We had Bobby Deen's Lighter Blueberry muffins with some Potato Soup on Sunday. The muffins are from Paula Deen’s website, and you know how I LOVE her, her son Bobby has done several lighter versions of her famous recipes. These muffins were 4 points, not bad with the Potato Soup for 1 point. I did add corn this time so it made the soup 2 points per serving.

I did find some frustrating moments but I had to tell myself this was worth it because I want to live a healthier lifestyle. I know there will be weeks where I don’t lose or gain but that’s ok. It will take a while but that’s while it is called a journey.

Goals ~ I had someone ask me about goals. Well I set a small one. I decided I wasn’t going to set them in pounds rather set them at first by achievements. Here is my first, I want to fit back into my corduroys. I have 3 pairs of cords that I wore before I had Henry and I love them, they hang in my closet and just stare at me. Well my little friends I will wear you again. You can count on it!

Good luck on your journeys whatever they may be.

let it snow, let it snow, let it snow!

2011-01-10T10:49:00.001-06:00

We woke up to a winter wonderland this morning. We had a dusting on the ground yesterday morning and this morning we were in full snow mode. This meant a snow day! We are supposed to have snow through the night until tomorrow morning. I am down a few in the sippy cup gang due to mothers that are teachers, so we are taking it easy today.

I have put on a Bountiful Beef Stew from my WW cookbook and some cornbread for dinner. I have some Gingerbread Tea in my mug, watching the flakes gently dance outside my window, getting lots of loves from the gang and life is good. Stay warm and enjoy your day!

taken it off tuesdays

2011-01-04T13:19:00.002-06:00

I have decided that I am going to start a new series here at Green Acres ~ taken it off tuesdays. We all make New Year’s Resolutions every year, right? So this year I am not making a resolution, I am just going to change my way of eating and working our or should I say change the issue that I don’t work out.

Here is our first photo in the series and once a month I will post a progress photo of us.

Sorry I don’t have a full length photo of myself, I have banned those in the past. Well like I said the past. Changes are everywhere!

Mimi gave me last year for Christmas everything I would need for Weight Watchers but of course I could find every reason in the world not to do it. Mr. Miller and I talked that we really need to do something. We have been blessed with these 2 amazing sons and they need their parents around for the long haul. We might be healthy in theory now but that could change if we don’t change our ways.

So here it is I am on day 2 and doing ok. I have written everything down that has gone in my mouth. Good or Bad. I am making myself accountable for my actions.

We have decided that we are going to have Wii dates in the evenings starting with 3 1/2 hour dates this week and work our way up to 5. This way we are going to get moving and make the most of our Christmas present from the Deacon and Pops that we received last year. Plus have some fun together.

I am going to report to you on the progress, good or bad, every Tuesday. Share recipes and thoughts too.

I would love to hear how some of you have been successful in this endeavor and maybe some of you would like to join us. Come on what do you have to lose except a few pounds and inches.

gf gingerbread scones

2011-01-03T20:44:00.001-06:00

If I continue to have breakfasts like these I don’t know if I will be able to zip my jeans.

Mr. Miller requested some gingerbread scones last week. I searched my University of Google and it took me to the Tasty Kitchen and I found a simple recipe that I knew I could change easily to gluten free. I just switched the flour with Pamela's Gluten Free Baking Mix and it should work. Well yep, it sure did. These were amazing! Even Junior Mint loved them and not just because of the cream cheese icing.

So go ahead you know you want to! You won’t be sorry.

clark strikes again

2010-12-22T09:02:00.001-06:00

Clark: Russ, we checked every bulb, didn't we?
Rusty Griswold: Sure, Dad.
Clark: Hmm... Maybe we ought to just go up there and check...
Rusty Griswold: Oh, woo. Look at the time. I gotta get to bed. I still gotta brush my teeth, feed the hog, still got some homework to do, still got those bills to pay, wash the car...

Gosh how I love that movie. What would Christmas be at Green Acres if I didn’t compare Mr. Miller and his little “Rusty’s” to Clark Griswold and Christmas Vacation.

The lights are up with some gentle prodding by myself and our neighbor Mr. Dutcher. So without further ado, drum roll please….

And last but not least, my 2 little “Rusty’s” beaming with pride in a job well done! Merry Christmas my friends!

school house days

2010-12-21T09:27:00.001-06:00

I love this school house. We pass it on US 50 every time we go to the farm to see Gigi. This time Mr. Miller and I actually stopped to get a picture.

It just intrigues me, I can almost feel the history flowing from this building. The stories and faces of all those children that attended school in that building. I have a question for my Kansas readers, this is on US 50 just past the Morning Star Ranch, does anyone know any history about this school house? I would love to find out more information.

I love buildings from our past. I think of what life on the prairie must have been like. Walking for miles just to get to school. The weather they endured. Our children don’t have it so rough.

As we drove past down the road I noticed for the first time there were 2 outhouses behind the school. I joked with Mr. Miller that they even had his and her “Eleanor's”. You ask why I refer to it as an “Eleanor”, well the story goes that Eleanor was the nickname of the basic sanitation that began in the early to mid-1930s. When the nation was deep into the Great Depression many work projects were organized to help the unemployed also referred to as the WPS.

The people were scared of a Typhoid Fever epidemic so Eleanor Roosevelt wanted to improve the sanitation of the farmers and rural communities. These outhouses still bear her name. We actually have and Eleanor on the farm in Newton. I used to teased Mr. Miller that I have never seen a cement outhouse and Gigi informed me that it was not just an outhouse but an “Eleanor”.

These “Eleanor's” were constructed with a 4-foot-square cement slab and a metal roof with walls made from any kind of lumber they could find or re use. (Wow, think about it they recycled then too, Cameron likes that part of the story). They rose to 7 feet in the front, with a 1-foot slant downward toward the back. They made sure they were well ventilated with a total of four vents. Two under the roof could be closed and the other two were just 3 feet from the floor, one in the front and one in the back. They all had metal screens.

Our “Eleanor” is still standing and it adds a great bit of history to the farm.

putting the beds to rest

2010-12-20T10:45:00.001-06:00

A couple of weeks ago my Miller Men put our flower and garden beds to rest for the Winter in preparation for “Clark” to make his annual visit to the front of Green Acres. This year Henry was able to help and Cameron took great pride in giving direction, OK dictating to his little brother on how this job was going to be completed.

The eager participant who didn’t like his mittens by the way.

The “bossy” big brother.

We finally rid ourselves of one mitten.

Cameron really thought moving hay was fun. Who was I to step in the way of his fun.

The beds are sleeping and all is calm. Clark did come and the front is beautiful. Pictures to come.

vintage linens

2010-12-17T08:58:00.001-06:00

I have a fondness for all things vintage but really, really love linens. I found these great sheets months ago while on Urban Treasure Hunt. Don’t you think it will go great in a quilt? By the way I love antiques too, the table above was made by Mr. Miller’s grandfather. We have an inlaid game table downstairs to match.

I am trying to hold true to a handmade Christmas. So far so good, I will admit that I did purchase toys for the boys. Cameron loves his legos and Henry loves Thomas.

My sewing machine has been working on full speed and it has been very therapeutic. Life is so busy but I am trying to slow down and enjoy the season.

Hope you all are staying warm and enjoying the blessings of the holiday season.

i said yes...

2010-12-10T08:24:00.003-06:00

As I was prowling Facebook yesterday I came upon a post by one of my childhood friends. Jeni and I lived 3 doors from each other during 6Th - 8Th grade. We were close and always getting into mischief. I know you find that hard to believe. Jeni lives in New York now with her husband and 4 beautiful little girls. Jeni posted that today would be the 18Th anniversary of David proposing to her and as I was reading her post and yes crying, I realized that 12 years ago today Mr. Miller officially "popped the question" and I said yes, eventually.

Mr. Miller and I had known each other since I was 18, but didn't date for 9 years. When we did start dating I knew that he was it. Crazy that in all the years we knew each other I would not have ever guessed that he was the one. I have to say that when he kissed me that first time it was it! I had a "Sabrina" moment, corny but true. Our relationship was a long distance one with him in Kansas City and me in Topeka but we made it work. The year we got engaged it had been and unusually warm season and he was a landscaper which meant lots of hours. We snuck away over Thanksgiving to see the Deacon and Pops in Illinois. We took the train and were going to drive back as they were gifting Patrick with a car since the "bucket" had died.

While on the train Mr. Miller told me to get my calendar out. I thought it was strange but I went with it. So he said lets just do it, pick a date. Not so romantic I know but it does get better, eventually. We discussed lots of options and settled at the time with October 16Th, 1999. (Little did we know at the time the church would double book that date and we would end up with October 9, 1999.) I think I was so excited that we actually had the time to talk about getting married that I didn't realize I wasn't given a ring. Come to find out he had already been shopping with my Mom and because it had been such a crazy season for me he wasn't able to go pick it up and actually present it to me on the train.

I knew the ring would come and we started planning and figuring things out. Along comes Saturday, December 10Th, 1998 and we were in Topeka meeting with Fr. Terril about the ceremony. We met my family at the mall to do a little Christmas shopping so I was told. Mr. Miller and Mimi had a different agenda, while Erika and the kids took me to the Dillards shoe department, they went to the jewelry store.

We met up in the food court for dinner. Things were fine and we were laughing while enjoying our Chik-fil-a and then it got quiet. He grabbed my had and said, finally and officially, "will you marry me?" and I just looked at him and the first thing I could muster was "as far as you know!" (that was Mr. Miller's answer for everything) He just looked at me like a lost puppy and Mimi said ask her again. He did and I said "YES!". He slipped a cigar band on my finger first followed by what I call my Princess Diana ring. He gave me a sapphire surrounded by channel set diamonds and I LOVE IT! You ask why a cigar band? I had always told him I didn't need a ring that would put you in debt, if we couldn't pay cash for it we were not getting it. I didn't care if it was a cigar band or twist tie, all that mattered was that we were together forever. I still have that cigar band and will keep it forever and plus what a great story if Chik fil a ever has a contest. Haha...

I love you Mr. Miller!

thoughts by dr. seuss and myself

2010-11-29T09:37:00.002-06:00

Have you ever really thought about what the Dr. was trying to tell us in his books? I guess lately, since I read a lot not only to my kids but the sippy cup gang as well, I have pondered over these little helpful hints.

I received an email this morning and this was her tag line,

Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot, nothings going to get better. It's not!

-The Lorax by Dr. Seuss

Now just sit here a minute and think about it. Doesn't it really hit home for you? I mean with the state of the economy and the world, I feel as if we don't all just stop for a minute nothing is going to change. We can all talk about how we feel regarding our state of affairs right now but what are you going to do to make a change. Big or small, just think about it.

Right now we are entering the Holiday Season. For my family that means Advent. Advent comes from the Latin word adventus which means "coming".

We took Gigi to mass on Saturday evening at St. Thomas More (Cameron's school parish), yes we are Episcopalian but Gigi is Roman Catholic and is coming on 90 years, it was a beautiful service and it too made me think about what I can do to help prepare for myself but for others. Kansas City has a Catholic Service Center known as Seton. They help those in need and a Sister from the Center spoke and shared stories with us about Seton and those in need. You never know who you come across that might need help.

One change my family is making this year is to up our donations to the local food pantry, could you imagine not knowing when your next meal is coming? We are going to daily put food in a bag to take to church on Sunday. As a family we are going to pray for those families that this food will nourish.

I feel this is one small change that we can make in our daily lives to help with the "coming" meals for others in our community.

bad blogger, bad blogger...

2010-11-22T21:57:00.003-06:00

I know it has been a week since I have shared some words with you and I am sorry. I have been preparing for the Deacon and Pops to get here on Wednesday. The other obsession has been our first meeting with the school district for Cameron's IEP.

I am still so confused on everything that goes into this, especially since he goes to a Parochial school and so we have the right to services from the public school. Lets just say a lot of phone calls, emails and door knocking has been going on. I am google obesessed these days with trying to understand all the terms. We love our son so much and want the absolute best for him. We are his voice and we hope to lay the path for other families in our situation.

We have learned from fellow parents that we have to speak up and out. Don't be afraid to take that first step and get the help that your child needs in school. In our case Aspergers Syndrome is nothing to be ashamed of, or for others any learning disability is nothing to be ashamed of. Our children will succeed, it might take a little longer and we might go down a different path but yes they will succeed.

Remember that God gives us amazing gifts in the form of children they just might come in different wrappers. None the less they are all amazing and true gifts.

holy cow...thanksgiving is next week

2010-11-15T08:09:00.002-06:00

So I have been busy with school activities, birthdays, cleaning closets, etc. and it occurred to me that Thanksgiving is next week! Wowzers, is that possible? I figured I needed to get on the ball since I am hosting for the Miller sanction.

The Deacon and Pops are flying in next Wednesday morning, I would appreciate all positive thoughts and prayers for their safe travels from Valdosta. Once they get to Green Acres they are going to pick up Cameron and then they are off to Newton to pick up Gigi. (This is her 89Th Thanksgiving as she turns 90 on December 14Th) We couldn't have Thanksgiving without her. I just hope we have decent weather so we can get down there and back with her.

I have always loved Thanksgiving, of course the food but most of all the time spent with those you love. This is going to be so much fun, I am calling it my "Walton's Thanksgiving", and I am showing my age here. Those of you that are young google The Walton's it was an amazing, good moraled TV show of my youth. We are going to go to Church on Wednesday night after we have pizza, yes Pizza! I spoke with Papa Murphy's and told them of our situation with Cameron and dairy, they said just bring my cheese in and they will put fresh gloves and clean the area and top the pizza with our cheese. He said they have a lot of customers they do this for. The sweet bag guy at Whole Foods this weekend told me to try Daiya Shreds for pizza as they melt the best. Any of you tried these?

As for Thursday I have been working on our Menu. I have loved the Williams Sonoma Thanksgiving books forever and I have planned our feast. I have even researched alternative dairy free ingredients and ideas.

Buttermilk Brined Turkey with Bourbon Gravy

Cornbread Apricot Dressing with Rosemary

Apple-Orange Cranberry Sauce

Whipped Sweet Potatoes ~ for Pops and Mr. Miller

"Smashed White" potatoes for my little Cam Man

Snap Beans with fresh garlic and Bacon

Pumpkin Crumble

Pecan Tart

Stone Hill Chambourcin

I read that if I use plain coconut milk it will act like buttermilk in the brining process. We did a trial run this weekend on the "smashed white" potatoes with plain soy yogurt and chicken broth and all I can say was "YUM"! I even read up on a dairy free pumpkin custard that I can use in my crumble. Maybe this dairy free won't be so bad. Not to mention I read a testimony by a Mom and Dad who said they both lost about 60 lbs. Hello....

Friday morning the Deacon and I are off to shop and Clark Sr, Clark Jr. and the crew will be doing some exterior illuminations here at Green Acres. We will decorate later that day and just spend time together.

Thanksgiving is about togetherness, love, laughter and good food. I am thankful this year for our bountiful blessings. God never lets us down and he continues to amaze me everyday. Thank you all for being part of our blessings.

{this moment}

2010-11-12T10:50:00.002-06:00

~ a brief moment from our lives...

hello 40

2010-11-10T13:01:00.001-06:00

Well I entered a new decade today. I am 40 and I have to say I wasn’t real excited about this mile marker. The more I have thought about it and the more I have talked to my fellow members in this elite club maybe it won’t be so bad.

Mr. Miller, with the help of The Deacon, Pops, Mimi, Poppa, Aunt Erika and Uncle Randy, took me out of town this past weekend. We went to one of our favorite places, Hermann. It is a wonderful little town of 2500 nestled in the valley of the Missouri River. It has German Roots and lots of ~~good~~ GREAT wine and food. Here are a few moments from our weekend.

We had an amazing time. Thanks to all our family that helped make this much needed mini vacation possible. I love you all so much!

When I awoke this morning Cameron and Mr. Miller had set the coffee pot and I found this card made by my little man.

I have sung “You are my Sunshine” to both of my boys since birth. It is our special song.

With this card and all of the calls, texts, hugs from the sippy cup gang and FB messages 40 is not looking so bad. As Jimmy would say “here’s to another trip around the sun!”.

what's cookin'

2010-11-09T08:28:00.002-06:00

Would you look at the size of those carrots! I received those in my veggie box last week. I couldn't believe the size of them. They are going into carrot muffins and the sippy cup gang will be getting them cooked and candied later this week. I just had to share these with you, and yes they are organic. Who would have thought in this day and age we could grow veggies this size without any help but all natural gifts given to us by mother nature :).

Monday ~ Tuna and Rice Casserole, peas and corn

Tuesday ~ Pork chops, Mashed Sweet Potatoes, Green Beans

Wednesday ~ Taco Soup

Thursday ~ Leftovers

Friday ~ Meatballs, Mashed Yukon Golds, Peas

Saturday ~ Mac n Cheese, Hot Dogs and Apple Sauce (Mama and Mr. Miller are going to the STM Auction that night)

Sunday ~ Soup and Sandwich

what a ride…

2010-11-08T11:07:00.001-06:00

The last 2 weeks have been quite a ride on an emotional roller coaster. We have been blessed with 2 amazing sons. Cameron is 7 and Henry is 21 months.

We always knew that Cameron was special, heck aren’t all children, but Cameron had his little quirks. He made these little sounds like chattering as long as we can remember, structure and routine were always inevitable, sleeping through the night became a thing of the past at 15 months, loud noises were horrifying and list goes on. When Cameron was 4 his pre school teacher had suggested that maybe Cameron had issues with ADHD and/or the Autism Spectrum. I put it in that file we all have labeled “not my kid” and went on about our lives. It would still come the mind here and there over the next 2 weeks when I had a friend who worked for me sit down and ask me some questions about my little guy. I was forced to open that file because she was right. Cameron did have some of the characteristics and you know we might get some answers.

We made an appointment and thus our first ticket was purchased you could say on the Autism Spectrum Disorder Ride of life.

Cameron tested right on the edge for Aspergers, ADHD was a definite and OCD was a great possibility. We started on a all natural approach with fish oil and behavior modification and we rode that part of the ride for about 6 months. We did see some changes but not enough to give Cameron the quality of life he deserved.

Back to the Doctor for the follow up appointment we went. Dr. Hoffman had still decided not to formally diagnose at this time because of Cameron’s age. Unfortunately Mr. Miller could not be there with us and I had to swallow the pill of agreeing to medications for our son. This was much harder than I thought it would be too accept. I felt that I had failed as a mother, what could I have done differently? Answer: NOTHING! I needed to do this for Cameron and he needed it. We saw great changes.

Over the next year Cameron started kindergarten and did great. He was writing his name and writing sentences. Doing just great and adapting to life in school.

This year we started 1st grade and have hit a few speed bumps. Reading is not going well at all and he is behind the other students academically.

After a disappointing first conference Mama got upset. Mr. Miller referred to it as they “poked the witch”. I kept my cool but after being up all night 2 weeks ago Thursday and burning up the Google button a few calls and emails were made that Friday morning. We had some positive results and new that Monday was going to be a long day with meetings and Doctors appointments. We met with the Resource Teacher and Principal, spoke with the Public School District about an IEP and then went to the Doctor. We discovered that the missing link was a formal diagnosis. I didn’t think that would be so difficult, after all we all knew it was there but maybe just maybe if it wasn’t written down it wasn’t true.

Well its true and it is a fact of life, ticket 2 purchased for the ride. Cameron has officially been diagnosed with Aspergers, OCD and ADHD. Reality is that just because it is in his file now it won’t keep him from really succeeding in life. I still found myself on this roller coaster of emotions. Truth is I still find myself reliving the last 7 years and my pregnancy with him. What could I have done differently, then I snap out of it and say get a grip and move forward. I just wish I could on a regular basis.

We have changed a few medications and are getting ready to become dairy/casein free for the next 2 months. I know we tried the dairy free route before but I found it intimidating and we failed miserably. We are researching and have found that we should gradually wade into these waters and it will be an easier process.

I am asking for suggestions to help us on this dietary change. I have a little guy that loves his yogurt, cheese and ice cream. He does enjoy coconut ice cream so I think I might have that one worked out.

Like I said in the beginning it has been a wild ride we are on. I wouldn’t change it though. I have an amazing, smart, bright, silly, genuine and loving little boy who loves life and all it has in store for him. Who could ask for anything more?

my “aha” moment with a butternut squash

2010-10-27T13:52:00.001-05:00

So am I the only cook who does battle when going to cook a butternut squash? Please tell me differently.

Recently my Fresh Connect orders have produced a lot of butternut squash. Yes, I know it is Fall and that is the time for all squash and gourd like creations, but what to do with them? I make soups and love them roasted but when roasting them I feel like I am going to battle just to get them cut length wise. I recently read an article that changed my relationship forever with my beloved butternut squash. This is a fool proof method of oven baking that will keep your fingers in one piece.

First wash your veggie, you never know what was lurking around the garden.

Preheat oven to 350. Find a baking dish that your veggie will stand in. Pierce slits with a sharp knife in top to let steam out and most importantly so you don’t have a “squash apocalypse” in your oven.

Bake for 45 – 90 minutes based on size. Test by piercing with knife, if it inserts smoothly you are done. Remove and let cool to touch. Lay on side and slice, remove seeds and skin. Mash with whatever you want and serve. Yummy!

what's cookin'

2010-10-25T07:59:00.002-05:00

I couldn't help myself with this picture. Henry was maybe 7 months old. Quite the appetite wouldn't you say?

monday ~ sausage and potato casserole

tuesday ~ chicken and spinach chowder

wednesday ~ "trunk or treat" at school

grilled cheese and tomato soup

thursday ~ leftovers

friday ~ beef and rice hotdish

saturday ~ cheeseburgers and tots

sunday ~ waiting for Mimi to tell us what she wants for her birthday dinner

white chicken chili

2010-10-20T09:08:00.001-05:00

I love the fact that Cameron’s school is really a community. St. Thomas More has done an amazing job at making everyone feel right at home. Cameron is doing so well this year. He has actually been playing flag football and loves it. We practice on Wednesday nights and it is a chance for us parents to once again sit together and share thoughts, recipes and stories. The recipes are great! My friend Kelly, her son is in the 2nd grade and plays on Cam’s team, shared this recipe for White Chicken Chili with me a few weeks ago. She said her husband requests this once a week and I can see why. It is amazing, don’t forget the avocado on top! Recipe note I did leave the green chilies out of the soup and just served them on the side. Go to Our Best Bites and check out other great recipes too!

We had some leftover Pumpkin Cornbread from our chili last week that I had saved in the fridge and it went perfectly with it.

I shared this recipe last November and it is a favorite here.

what's cookin'

2010-10-19T09:03:00.003-05:00

monday ~ lasagna (carry over), salad, garlic bread

tuesday ~ white chicken chili, avocados, tortilla strips

wednesday ~ football practice so it is leftovers!

thursday ~ butternut squash soup, cheese and crackers, honey crisp apples

friday ~ tacos

saturday ~ meatloaf, peas, mashed red potatoes

sunday ~ sandwiches, fruit salad, veggie chips

Happy Eating! I would love to hear some of your meal plans.

what's cookin'

2010-10-12T10:18:00.002-05:00

OK so I am a day behind. Sorry, yesterday was a busy day. We have a new member of the "sippy cup" gang and boy is she a doll. She will fit right in. I feel so blessed because of these kids and their families. I love spending my days with them and because of them I get to have my dream job, Mama! Life is good. Here is what's on the menu this week.

Monday ~ Jambalaya with shrimp and sausage, rolls

Tuesday ~ Roasted Chicken, Steamed Cauliflower, Baked Butternut Squash

Wednesday ~ Chili (carry over from last week), cornbread

Thursday ~ Lasagna, salad, garlic bread

Friday ~ leftovers

Saturday ~ tacos

Sunday ~ Cameron chose pizza since it is his birthday. He also informed me that since it is his birthday week we should be eating pizza all week. I think not but I do give him and "A" for effort.

apple carrot cupcakes with cream cheese frosting

2010-10-08T08:33:00.001-05:00

Have you ever noticed that if you talk about food on Facebook everyone wants the recipe? Well here you go my friends, they are amazing! Enjoyed them for breakfast this morning with my French Roast.

On a side note see that amazing cake plate? That plate belonged to my Great Granny. I remember as a girl my Mom serving our Birthday Cakes on that plate. It is a cherished piece in this house and I love when I get to use it.

apple carrot cupcakes with cream cheese frosting

2 1/4 c flour, Pamela’s GF baking mix works just as well

2 tsp baking soda

2 1/2 tsp pumpkin pie spice

1 tsp salt

1 stick butter, softened

1 cup sugar

2 eggs

1 tsp vanilla

2 apples, grated (I used Honey Crisp this time)

2 cups grated carrots

Preheat oven to 350. Mix butter, sugar, eggs and vanilla. Add salt and pumpkin pie spice. Next gradually add flour and baking soda. Fold in Carrots and Apples. Line muffin pan with paper liners or I prefer just to spray with Pam. Bake 17 –21 minutes or until tooth pick comes out clean. Cool completely. Yield: 24

cream cheese frosting ~ I did adapt this from the Barefoot Contessa

1 ~ 8oz block of cream cheese, softened

1 stick of butter, softened

1 1/4 cup powdered sugar

1 tsp almond extract

1 tsp vanilla extract

Put butter and cream cheese in mixer and combine well. Add extracts and mix. Slowly add powdered sugar and you have just made a little heaven on earth. This is my go to frosting. I filled a lunch baggie, snipped the tip and away I went. We even have some left today for my “sippy cup” gang’s snack, I am going to put it on graham crackers for them. These kids eat well!

perfect fall meal

2010-10-06T09:35:00.001-05:00

Last night I had a PEO meeting to get to so I knew I needed to provide a filling but quick meal before I rushed out to my meeting. I “borrowed” a few cookbooks this weekend from Mimi and I found this recipe for Creamy Tomato Soup. Amazing! So easy, served with sharp cheddar, crackers and honey crisp apples a.k.a a “French plate” (thanks Miss Lissa) and you have the perfect fall meal. Talk about comfort food.

Creamy Tomato Soup

olive oil, 2 tbsp

medium white onion, chopped

2 cloves garlic

1 Cup chicken broth

4 fresh tomatoes, chopped

1/2 cup tomato paste

1 tsp thyme

salt and pepper

3 cups milk

In 2 quart stock pan sauté your onions and minced garlic with the olive oil for about 5 min. Add spices, tomatoes and chicken broth. Cook another 5 min on medium heat. Remove tomatoes and puree in blender. We left ours chunky. Put tomatoes back in broth. Add milk and tomato paste. Simmer on low and stir for about 10 minutes and be ready to have a big bowl of goodness.

Enjoy!

what’s cookin’

2010-10-04T09:43:00.001-05:00

I borrowed a few cookbooks from Mimi this week. I found 2 of our dinners in the Weight Watchers Momentum cookbook. They look yummy! I will post points with those.

Monday

Spaghetti, Bread, Salad

Tuesday

Creamy Tomato Soup ~ 4pts for 1 cup

cheese and crackers, honey crisp apples

Wednesday

Chicken and Rice with Artichoke Hearts ~ 8pts

Salad

Thursday

Macaroni and Cheese

Fish Sticks and Apple Sauce

Friday

Chili and Cornbread

Saturday ~ Our 11th Anniversary

Date night and the boys are having pizza!

Sunday

Butternut Squash Soup

Rolls, Salad

{this moment}

2010-10-01T07:59:00.001-05:00

~ a brief moment that warms my heart…

a change of seasons

2010-09-30T13:35:00.001-05:00

With tomorrow being October 1, crazy I know, we did a little change of seasons this weekend out front. I love pumpkins, mums, apples, hay and corn stalks. I actually talked Mr. Miller into a hay bail and corn stalks this year, I think he is getting soft in his old age. He worked so hard Sunday afternoon for me. Our neighbors, Misty and Craig, were generous and shared some fountain grass and other plants that I am not sure of the names but they will look great in the the spring.

On another note with tomorrow being October 1 that meant I got to spend the morning at the DMV. UGH…car tags and inspections. Hey it only took 2 1/2 hours total so not too bad. Mr. Miller stayed home with Henry and the rest of the “sippy cup” gang aka my daycare kids and away I went. I did give him the option of doing the DMV and he opted to stay home and be me.

Have you put your pumpkins out yet?

I love my $2 wreath that I bought last year at end of season. Michael’s has great deals for change of season.

what’s in your pantry?

2010-09-28T13:45:00.001-05:00

Last week I actually got to pick Cameron up from school and I got to visit with my friend Tina. She told me about another Mama from STM that had started a blog about recipes and being budget conscious when it comes to feeding your family.

Middle Class Magic is a blog written by a Mom who would go shopping every week and buy what she thought she needed. Well a few weeks ago she got home and realized that she had no room in the pantry or freezer for what she bought. She decided that for 1 month she was going to give herself $30 for fresh produce and milk every week and only “shop” to feed her family from her pantry and freezer.

It made me think. I am good about planning a menu, but do I always look in my pantry and freezer first, no. So starting this week I am opening that dark place known as the pantry and feeding the crew from there. Now I am pretty frugal when it comes to buying extras so I won’t be able to go as far as she can but it did make me aware of other places I could save on the grocery budget.

Tonight we are having her Chicken and Noodles. I am excited and I had everything in my own pantry. Check her out and then check out your pantry what do you have hiding in there?

what’s cookin’

2010-09-27T10:10:00.001-05:00

Monday

Butternut Squash Soup, Fresh Rolls

Tuesday

Chicken and Noodles, Salad

Wednesday

Grilled Cheese, Tomato Soup

Thursday

Bierocks, Peas

Friday

Leftovers

Saturday

At Mimi’s

Sunday

Kielbasa, Kraut and Apples, Mashed Potatoes

{this moment}

2010-09-24T08:24:00.001-05:00

~ a brief moment that warms my heart…

my favorite time

2010-09-22T13:49:00.001-05:00

days are getting shorter and the nights longer,

there will soon be a crisp to the mornings,

soups and stew will fill the Crockpot,

oh how I love this season of Fall

when we go from this

to this

fish story ~ part 2

2010-09-21T10:19:00.001-05:00

Here you go Nana…

Once upon a time in a place called Lake Pana there was a little cottage on the point. The Deacon and Pops would visit there a few times a year and a little boy named, Cameron, loved to go fishing with his Nana. Now Cameron has a little brother named Henry. Cameron had told his Mama and Daddy for 6 hours in the car that he was going to teach Henry how to fish.

Mama and Daddy barely got the car in park and the boys were on the dock with the Deacon and Pops. Cameron has had 3 years of practice with the Deacon and has become quite the fisherman with his Nemo pole but this trip he tried one on the big poles. The first day was a little slow. That night he dreamed of catching the big one while Henry tried to keep everyone up.

Cameron and the Deacon were up bright and early the next morning and after a brief church service they set out to fish.

They caught a few, some big and some small. But that evening just as the fire flies were beginning to start out and Mama, Daddy, Henry and the Deacon were sitting out at the picnic table they heard a shriek of delight. “Pops, Pops its a big one!” The Deacon ran for the net and off we took toward the shore. This is what we saw.

Mama wanted to know if Cameron really caught that, Daddy said “Yes, he did!”

We decided this one was scale worthy.

5 pounds! Cameron and his little brother Henry both felt that Daddy could just keep it close to him.

That fish was almost as long as Henry.

Thanks to our neighbor, Mr. Tim the friendly catfish had a spacious hotel room for the rest of the weekend until the Millers headed back to Kansas City.

Thus ends the story about a little boy and his first big catch. Maybe he should be Captain Ahab for Halloween?

what’s cookin’

2010-09-20T09:01:00.001-05:00

Monday

Salmon, Butternut Squash, Broccoli

Tuesday

Meatloaf, Mashed Red Potatoes, Corn

Wednesday

Chili, Cornbread

Thursday

Egg, Potato and Sausage Frittata

Friday

Pizza ~ boys pick the toppings

Saturday

Chicken Tacos

Sunday

Leftovers

{this moment}

2010-09-17T10:30:00.001-05:00

~ Cameron and Pops made a processional cross for our church services at the lake. I think it’s a beautiful cross, he made this Mama very proud.

cowboy stew

2010-09-15T10:06:00.001-05:00

I had a few emails for this recipe. Super simple, good and friendly on the pocket book!

1 lb ground beef or bison, browned

1 med. onion and bell pepper, chopped

1 can tomato soup

6 med. potatoes, sliced

1 can chili beans

1 can baked beans

Brown beef with onions and peppers. Place in bottom of crock pot, layer potatoes followed by beans and soup. Cook on low 6 hours.

See, simple! Enjoy, it will serve around 10. Made 2 nights supper and lunch for Mr. Miller the next day.